Inspiration

Yea. I don't mind having more of that.

Through Christ

When the darkness tries

Tries to hide my way
Your word is the light
That guides my faith
I will trust in You
I will trust in You

When my heart is weak
And I've lost my way
I will lift up my eyes
And choose to say
I will trust in You
I will trust in You

I can do all things through Christ
I can move a mountain
If You are the strength of my life
I can do all things through Christ
If you are the strength of my life

In Your presence I find
Strength renewed
I found courage to stand
And a hope that is new
I will trust in You
I will trust in You

Whenever trials come my way
I will worship You always
Forever trust in Your unfailing love
Whenever there is doubt or shame
I still hear Your voice within
Forever trust in Your unfailing love

Push the tempo!

Yes, i might blog everyday now. Cause I wont be logging in my facebook, so my blogspot is gonna replace my facebook for this period of time untill i finish my exam i guess haha.

So yeap, been staying home a lot to study. Yea, but not really pushing myself hard enough. Haven't reach my limit :/ Need to work harder :/

Life has been revolving around endless of tuitions and studying lately. Can you believe it? I have tuition for the SAME freaking subject for FOUR freaking times in ONE freaking week man O.O But yea, what can i ask for when my exam's in 17 days time? no wait, it's 16 now -.-

I'm really worry about my exam :/ there's so much to study, and studying one night before my exam aint gonna help, dang i miss high school -.- i know i can't compare to high school, cause in each level of life, it has it's own difficulties and obstacles. Maybe in future when I'm in Uni already, i'll blog saying 'dang i miss IS' haha :D so yeap! (Yes I'm trying very hard to stay positive)

still alive here.


push the tempo! - push the tempo! - push the tempo! 

Little things in life

There are so many little things in life that is worth to just stop. and celebrate.. A lot of times i let my own expectations or desires to blind me from celebrating greater and better things that are happening around me. People breaking out of their comfort zone; A shy person starting to talk more about his/her thoughts; A person learned to give more and put his talent/time on the table to be shared; A person willing to offer help. Those are little yet major great things happening, yet i just didn't stop and look into that. Catching up deadlines, seeing what can be better, pointing out the worst before it happens (or won't happen at all), when i can choose to celebrate every awesome first step people took. 

Stop. And celebrate. Little yet major great things in life :)

Taught and showed me something new by a brilliant girl

Talked to Sherah on the phone this afternoon. It started kinda awkward cause we had a tiny small conflict from the previous phone call, but yea she knows what to say and what to do to a hard-headed best friend like me :D i do not know exactly how she does it O.O seriously dude, i DO NOT know. The next thing we know, we're already just laughing our heads off. Dang! she's good. she's dang good alright.


anyway, great to know that she's doing great with studies. Really really am happy and proud of her. She's very focus on her studies, which is a good thing. Something i need to learn from her, well at least she forced me to learn that from her XD 


Shared some of my dreams with her, and she shared hers too. Even though we went through that a number of times. But I guess that's how best friends talk? You know that they're still gonna listen, still as excited even the topics we talk are the same over and over again. And if I'm lucky, we'll laugh about our dreams, not discouraging, but just making our dreams sounds more....fun with the huge mixture of laughter haha. of course, knowing that we're still gonna reach it and we still have each other's full support. I laughed till i was gasping for air during that phone call. Literally, gasping for air. 


We've been friends since primary 3. Then we got closer when we were primary 5. Then form 3 came and BAM!! talking about best friends :D yea we argued, we had conflicts, we had disagreements, there were tears, anger, full blast anger, overload anger XD then of course there were understandings, learning, tolerating, forgiving, giving, taking, laughter, full blast laughter, overload laughter :)


And the funny thing is, there are times where i do not understand myself, but she does. I mean seriously? how can another person understand you more than yourself?! O.O but yea, she's just that awesome :) 


I do miss high school. a lot. I'm doing good in IS, but yes i had a very great 5 years in Lok Yuk. Friends i met there are just pure awesome. After graduation, we still meet up, we still chat from time to time. But there's this different feeling. Awkwardness? Not so sure is that the right word. I guess is because we all have our own life, we all have other people or places that we belong to. So maybe the topics we talk aren't ALWAYS 'clicking'? And it's okay :) who says we need to have that to prove how strong a friendship is? People come and go. People move on. But Sherah taught and showed me something new in terms of friendship, and that is we still can live the moment, we still can go our separate ways, we still can meet new people, yet knowing we're still best friends. And even better, she showed me that friendships aren't based on how often we text, how often we meet up, how often we talk, how much time we spend. It's the moment where we still can laugh and talk so naturally after not contacting each other for ages. I cherish this friendship a lot, and I'm grateful to have my best friend :)