I would like to

• try scuba diving
• try bungee jumping
• conquer my fear of heights
• travel to New York
• meet Pastor Steven Furtick in person
• meet Pastor Craig Croeschel in person
• have a better sense of fashion
• learn how to bake a really pretty cake
• learn how to cook a yummy lasagna
• learn how to swim
• ride a bike down a hill
• make a Snowman
• learn how to make delicious sushis
• improve my English
• catch a cab to a destination on my own
• check out a recording studio
• lay on the grass and enjoy a starry night
• be able to witness KK city lights in a bigger view than at the Observatory Tower
• learn how to fly a kite 
• learn how to fly a plane and view the whole KK 
• finish a season of any TV show
• how to not sing off key
• learn how to speak Cantonese more fluently
• learn how to make a cup of cappuccino with very pretty pattern on it
• learn gun shooting
• ride a horse at high speed and not fall down
• meet a person name Alicia Chong
• learn how to cook sweet and sour fish
• learn to make a super awesome chicken salad
• learn to make a large size tasty pizza
• own a red dress
• learn ice skating
• learn roller skating
• try out bobsled/luge/skeleton
• learn to make ice-cream
• finish 2000 pieces of jigsaw puzzles 

Give me Faith

Give me faith to trust what you say
That you’re good and your love is great
I’m broken inside, I give you my life

If I am not broken, break me Lord. 

how tiny human beings can be

Just when i thought nothing can beat the feeling of experiencing failures, the feeling of helplessness just top that up.

Knowing there is that certain limit of help people can provide and received for and from others, it teaches me humility before God. It taught me how tiny, or should i say how meaningless a person's skills and experiences can be..especially when it comes to things that is not in our control, but in the hands of the great God who always wants and have the best for us. Arrogant and silly for the times we thought we dont need God unintentionally or intentionally.

Nothing that you have is something that God needs, but everything that you have is all you'll ever need.

- Steven Furtick

I am humbled by His greatness.

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Jack ma boy :(

So yea dad asked Jack just now ..didnt really take a second look after i first saw Jack in this condition .. i miss playing Jack :(

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Failure

You will fail. That's a fact that you can never change.

Up for another fact?

Failure is an event, never a person.

Thank you Craig Groeschel

Offering

Take this offering that I bring

Humbly I fall on my knees

To proclaim Your everything

My life's nothing without You

Take my hand and lead me through

You are my sustaining love

I was reminded by Rev. Edmund Chan that when we pray to ask God to change us, are we only willing to let God change our flaws? How about our strengths? 

If God were to take away your flaws and change your character, PRAISE GOD! If God were to say 'Hey, I'm not only gonna change your flaws, I'm gonna change your strengths as well". Would you be willing to give that up and let God change you? It's easy to say 'OF COURSE! Cause I know God will give me new strengths and I know He always wants the best for me'. True, no doubt about that.. I think the hardest part is surrendering it.

Are you willing to surrender your gifts and talents, even your dreams to God if God ask you to? 

Pastor Noah told me that God might destroy our dreams and He'll raise those dreams again so that our dreams would be His dreams for us as well. 

Learning to surrender :)

Show up

Sometimes we're so focus on the people who matters a lot to us and neglected the people who cares and loves us humbly and quietly around us. From time to time, I have that blind spot as well.

Looking back the "downs" in life, God opened up my eyes to see people who are willing to stay and be faithful in friendships. Sometimes a simple act of just sitting beside a person without any questions asked would be more than enough, actions would mean so much more than words. 

Woody Allen quoted "80% of success is showing up". Touching people's lives and hearts is a success, in fact it's more than success. Sometimes I wish you would show up and I hope I have that chance to show up in your life as well. 

I cherish our friendship, that's the only reason why I care.

 When you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you. No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises. 
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Show up. If you really care a person.