New York has always been the place I wanna be in since I was young. Well I'm still young :P i mean youngER XD
So why New York? I have no idea. I remember my brother told me before, "The City that Never Sleeps" - New York. Somehow that attracts me. At the same time, I know it sounds messy, hectic, crowded, but still it didn't take away the attraction of New York away from me. Just by watching Step Up 3 (for the countless times), the lights, the buildings, the people that strives so hard to achieve their dreams, no doubt that really made me wanna go to New York. Maybe because KK isn't a big city (and sometimes I thank God for that), but I'm really curious how is it to be like in New York. Where everything is just so fast, where everyone is striving to be outstanding (check out American's Next Top Model, or the audition for American Idol, or even Project Runway). To think of striving all the time when you're in New York, sure it sounds stressful and life is just about work, but I believe that it still comes down to one's belief and faith to God.
Maybe I haven't been to KL (to live there I mean) and I still didn't have the taste of a life in a big city, that's why I'm still as excited to really have my foot on New York. I know things are not as easy in a big city, and I know people are not as innocent haha. But yea, going to New York and really have a life there (maybe even just one month or for further studies) has always been one of dreams :) I believe New York is an eye-opener for me to the big world.
However, I'm still grateful that I'm in KK. I'm grateful for the people around me, shaping me, guiding me, whom I hold them dearly in my heart. And to think of leaving these wonderful people next year just kills me. But I believe God has plans for each and everyone of us. Why am i saying this again? O.O YES! GRATEFUL TO BE A KK-ian. But I would really enjoy being out of KK for a while, and see how life is out of KK :) Still, KK owns my heart. A lot of people left KK to achieve greater and better things, which is good, but isn't it more awesome if we could bring those greater and better things back to our home? I don't have big dreams..YET. But i know for sure, going to New York is one of dreams, getting to an Uni is one of my dreams, coming back to KK is what I HOPE the strongest dream I can have. For now the dream of coming back to KK is not as strong as going to New York and to an Uni, but I'll pray that God will change my heart and really live up to that dream. Cause at the end of the day, I'm still a proud, original, DSC-born, sang nyuek mien-fan, lah bah-talker, boleh bha kalau kau / can bha if you-user, awesome KK-ian ;)
